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Appearance of Bias - Taser Company Cozy With Coronors


The Globe and Mail has reported on the cozy ties between Taser International and some coronors, the officials often responsible for investigating Taser related deaths; a cozy relationship which creates an appearance of bias on the part of one very prominent Canadian coronor.

In Taser firms picked up coroner's lecture tab the Globe reports that Taser International has paid hotel and travel expenses for prominent Canadian coronor Dr. James Cairns, Ontario's deputy chief coronor, who has given seminars "on the phenomenon of "excited delirium," a medically unrecognized term that the company often cites as a reason people die after being tasered". The article indicates that Dr. Cairns does not see any conflict of interest on his part. [The Globe & Mail also reports that Dr. Cairns admitted in testimony yesterday at an Ontario inquiry that he had helped shield disgraced pathologist Charles Smith.]

In Symposium aims to define 'excited delirium' DEATHS IN CUSTODY: TASER HELPS FUND RESEARCH the Globe and Mail reports on the second annual Sudden Death, Excited Delirium and In-Custody Death Conference underway in Las Vegas. Many of the nearly 20 talks touch on the role of Tasers. "The key issue is excited delirium, a collection of symptoms that is quickly becoming the leading explanation offered when a person dies in police custody or after a taser is used." Two researchers who presented disclosed that Taser International funds their research. As reported by the Globe & Mail, the Taser subsidized research presenters "conducted research on the negative effects of taser use on the human body; they found very few".


Το δίλημμα,το κοινωνικό κράτος και οι πανανθρώπινες αξίες.

Δείτε τώρα τι σημαίνει «κοινωνική πολιτική»

Του ΝΙΚΟΥ ΜΠΟΓΙΟΠΟΥΛΟΥ

«Μετά τη χτεσινή συνεδρίαση της κυβερνητικής επιτροπής ανακοινώθηκε ότι η φιλεύσπλαχνη κυβέρνηση αποφάσισε να χρηματοδοτήσει για το 2008 το λεγόμενο Ταμείο Συνοχής με 500 εκατομμύρια ευρώ. Από αυτό το ταμείο, είπε ο κ. Αλογοσκούφης, θα... αντιμετωπιστεί η ανέχεια των 2 εκατομμυρίων πολιτών στην Ελλάδα, που (όπως επί "σοσιαλισμού", έτσι και επί "επανίδρυσης") ζουν με εισοδήματα που κινούνται κάτω ακόμα κι από το επίσημο όριο της φτώχειας.Με άλλα λόγια και σύμφωνα με τα χυδαία μαθηματικά της τάξης των "προυχόντων", των "βαρόνων" και των "ευγενών", που απαρτίζουν τα κόμματα του δικομματισμού, η κυβέρνηση του κράτους με το 20% φτωχών για 2 εκατομμύρια ανθρώπους "παρέχει" 500 εκατομμύρια. Τουτέστιν 250 ευρώ το χρόνο κατ' άτομο, ήτοι 0,68 ευρώ ημερησίως...Την ίδια ώρα, η ίδια κυβέρνηση, με μια και μόνο τροπολογία που ψήφισε στη Βουλή (αντίστοιχη με κείνες που ψήφιζε το ΠΑΣΟΚ για την Ιονική), χάρισε προχτές σε έναν και μόνο τραπεζίτη ποσό ύψους 1 δισ. ευρώ (!), απαλλάσσοντάς τον από τις σχετικές ασφαλιστικές εισφορές!

Σημειωτέον ότι πρόκειται για "δώρο" που δεν αφορά κάποιον φτωχό, αλλά μια τράπεζα με κέρδη εκατοντάδων εκατομμυρίων ευρώ κάθε χρόνο...Κάνετε, λοιπόν, τη σύγκρισηκυβέρνηση της "ηπιότητας", της "σεμνότητας" και της "ταπεινότητας" προσφέρει σε έναν άνθρωπο-τραπεζίτη (και οι τραπεζίτες άνθρωποι είναι...) ποσό δυο φορές μεγαλύτερο από το ποσό που υποτίθεται ότι "προσφέρει" για τις ανάγκες 2 ολόκληρων εκατομμυρίων ανθρώπων-φτωχών!Συμπέρασμα: Οι φτωχοί, μάλλον, δε θα είναι άνθρωποι. Και σίγουρα, κατά την κυβέρνηση, δεν είναι τόσο άνθρωποι, όσο ένας τραπεζίτης...».


(ΑΠΟ ΤΟΝ «ΡΙΖΟΣΠΑΣΤΗ»)

Friday's Feast #170

After a week off due to Thanksgiving we are right back on track again with another Friday Feast! Hope you enjoy it...

Appetizer
What is your favorite carnival/amusement park ride?

I have always and will always love The Zipper...would I ever ride it now? No way. As we grow older I think we realize just how many things can go wrong on a crazy, unnatural ride like that!!! Will I die a thousand deaths inside the first time that I have to watch my children ride it? Oh most definitely!

Soup

How do you react in uncomfortable social situations?

I guess I haven't been in one in so long I am not really sure how I react. I probably become more loud and outgoing than I usually am due to being nervous about it.

Salad
On a scale of 1-10 with 10 being highest, how much do you enjoy discussing deep, philosophical topics?

Probably about a 2 or 3. I really have so much on my mind right now that there is no room for deep, philosophical conversations...now if someone wanted to discuss my grocery list I would be able to hang alright!

Main Course

Did you get a flu shot this year? If not, do you plan to?

I was going to but I never got around to it so probably not. I had meant to get one for my girls but never did that either. I am calling as I type this! Thanks for the reminder!


Dessert

Approximately how many hours per week do you spend watching television?

Maybe about 4 or 5. I don't even know what movies are out this season!!!


Hope you have a great weekend...my sister is flying in tonight so I know I will!

As Always...

Happy Entertaining!!!

Judy
www.nofearentertaining.com

It Was Pizza Again!


Yesterday was a very disorganized day for me! I am trying to get a ton of things done before Friday because my sister is coming to visit and I want to spend as much time with her as I can. Unfortunately I always take on way too many things and end up a little frazzled.

This week I decided that I needed to get all of my recipes from this blog put in recipe format and on my website as well as on here. Should have been easy right...no way! For some reason my links won't work. I had one of my bf's come over yesterday and she gave me an alternate way of doing it but it still irks me that it won't work the way that it should. Then last night I was going to bed and I have just changed my Internet browser over to FireFox so I decided to try viewing my new recipe page and low and behold it was a mess!!! I have one full page that is all HTML code???!!! I know that isn't how I wrote it! But when I switched it out to Explorer it looked fine. Go figure. Well, looks like I'll have plenty to do now won't I?

Anyway I had promised the girls that I would make pizza for dinner and bake them Apple Cookies. I remembered this about 5 minutes before I had to leave to meet my friend for lunch. I always make my dough in my Kitchen Aid (Shop now for the KitchenAid stand mixer that fits your unique kitchen style! The color possibilities are virtually endless!) but this time there was no time. I pulled out my bread maker and found my recipe book that came with the thing. I plopped all of the ingredients into it and hoped for the best. I left it in the hands of the dough gods...It was to do it's thing in there for about 1 and 1/2 hours. That would give me plenty of time to go for lunch and get back and pull it out. Now when I put it in I had no idea how long it would take but when I found out it was only 1 1/2 hrs I needed to figure out what to do with it until dinner time. My idea was to pull it out of the bread machine when it was finished, punch it down and wrap it in plastic wrap and put it in the fridge, pull it out an hour before dinner and all would be good. Was not to be though...

I went into my office and started doing some stuff and then heard a strange noise coming from the kitchen so I went out there and looked around. Nothing was out of place, it was still the same mess I had left it in. Then I heard it again...from the fridge???!!! I opened the door and the dough had burst through the wrap and was oozing around in there trying to devour containers of cream cheese, sour cream etc. We crap. I brought it back out and punched it down again and put it in a big bowl covered with plastic wrap. Held onto my earlier plan and brought it out when we got home from skating and made 2 pizza's with it. One for us with sauce and one for my fussy one with only olive oil. The crust didn't puff much but was not nearly as tough as I had though it would be. It was actually very good.

Would I do this again?
Yes, but I would add more salt and some garlic and maybe some oregano. It is was faster and less work than by hand or with my Kitchen Aid mixer so I would have to say it was a winner and now that I know how long it would take I would try and do it 1 and 1/2 hr before dinner!!!

Pizza Dough recipe (Oster User Manual & Bread Recipes)

2 pound dough ball:

All ingredients at room temperature (70 - 80 degrees)
3/4 tsp salt
4 cups all-purpose flour
2 tsp active dry yeast
1-3/8 cup water
3 Tbsp olive oil or vegetable oil

Combine all ingredients into the bread pan.
Select the dough setting. Allow dough to do it's thing and remove when it is finished.
Bake with toppings at 400 degrees until browned, hot and bubbly!

As Always...

Happy Entertaining!!!

Judy
www.nofearentertaining.com

So Shrimpy With Cream, Cream...

Blah ~ Back to the daily grind and dinner adventures! We've managed to polish off most of our leftovers so now we're moving into some new, non-Thanksgiving fare. My husband loves shrimp s0 I made a quick shrimp & pasta dish using what I had on hand. Nothing too fancy, but pretty darn simple and tasty!Here is my recipe for Creamy Lemon & Basil Shrimp Fettucini:

1/4 stick butter
2 garlic cloves, minced
juice of 1 lemon
2-4 oz cooked fettucini pasta
1 cup cooked & peeled shrimp
4-6 fresh basil leaves, chiffonade
1/2 cup grated gruyere
1/4 cup heavy whipping cream

In a large pan, melt butter with minced garlic and lemon juice.
Cook garlic until golden.
Add cooked shrimp and cooked pasta.
Toss and add fresh basil.
Gently fold in grated cheese.
Add cream & toss.
To serve, plate and garnish with more chiffonade basil and grated cheese.

Increased Gray Matter and Abnormal Mirror Neuron System Functioning in Children with Autism

A study led by Manzar Ashtari, Ph.D., from the Children's Hospital of Philadelphia in Pennsylvania, and presented at the annual meeting of the Radiological Society of North America (RSNA) suggests that the inability of autistic children to relate to people and life situations in an ordinary way may be the result of an abnormally functioning mirror neuron system.




The study uses a novel imaging technique to study autistic children and found increased gray matter in the brain areas that govern social processing and learning by observation. The amount of gray matter in the left parietal area of the brain correlated with IQ in the control children but not in autistic children. Decreased gray matter in the amygdala region of the brain correlated with severity of social impairment.



The abstract of the study Gray Matter Enlargement in Children with High Functioning Autism and Asperger Syndrome Using a Novel Method of Diffusion Based Morphometry is available on line. The study included 13 male patients diagnosed with high-functioning autism or Asperger syndrome and an IQ greater than 70 and 12 healthy control adolescents. Average age of the participants was about 11 years. Each of the patients underwent diffusion tensor imaging (DTI), a technique that tracks the movement of water molecules in the brain..

DTI is traditionally used to study the brain's white matter, as well as the brain fibers. However, Dr. Ashtari's team applied it to the assessment of gray matter by employing apparent diffusion coefficient based morphometry (ABM), a new method that highlights brain regions with potential gray matter volume changes. By adding ABM to DTI, the researchers can detect subtle regional or localized changes in the gray matter.

In addition to the gray matter abnormalities linked to the mirror neuron system, the results of this study revealed that the amount of gray matter in the left parietal area correlated with higher IQs in the control group, but not in the autistic children.

"In the normal brain, larger amounts of gray matter are associated with higher IQs," Dr. Ashtari said. "But in the autistic brain, increased gray matter does not correspond to IQ, because this gray matter is not functioning properly."

The autistic children also evidenced a significant decrease of gray matter in the right amygdala region that correlated with severity of social impairment. Children with lower gray matter volumes in this area of the brain had lower scores on reciprocity and social interaction measures.

"Impairments in these areas are the hallmark of autism spectrum disorders, and this finding may lead to greater understanding of the neurobiological underpinnings of the core features of autism," said study co-author Joel Bregman, M.D., medical director of the Fay J. Lindner Center for Autism.

Autism is the fastest growing developmental disability in the United States and typically appears during the first three years of life. Children with autism are hindered in the areas of social interaction and communication skills. According to the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, as many as 1.5 million Americans have autism.

Co-authors are S. Nichols, Ph.D., C. McIlree, M.S., L. Spritzer, B.S., A. Adesman, M.D., and B. Ardekani, Ph.D.


Ontario Association for Behaviour Analysis 2007 Conference Report

Autism and Behaviour Analysis ONTABA Conference 2007

By: Taline Sagharian

November 28, 2007

The Ontario Association for Behaviour Analysis (ONTABA) www.ontaba.org held their annual conference on November 15 and 16, 2007. The two-day conference provided an exciting opportunity for attendees to learn some of the most up-to-date and innovative methods of incorporating Applied Behaviour Analysis (ABA) techniques in various significant issues including autism.

During the Awards Ceremony segment, retired MPP Shelley Martel was presented with an honourary lifetime ONTABA membership award in recognition of her outstanding dedication and commitment to families and individuals with autism and in supporting ABA in Ontario . Ms. Martel said that she is thrilled to continue her involvement with the autism community and feels that there is great merit in developing an accreditation process for professionals working in the field of autism and ABA . “This is necessary to assure parents that high quality treatment services are being delivered to their children and that the money being invested in recruitment, training and retention, is being well-spent,” said Ms. Martel. “Models of regulation have been developed in other jurisdictions and we should examine those models to determine what would work in Ontario .” When asked why it would be paramount for the government to recognize and work with ONTABA in this development process, she said; “Since ONTABA has the expertise in behaviour analysis, it only makes sense for the Ontario government to work with ONTABA in developing any such criteria."

In his opening remarks, Dr. James Porter, now past president of ONTABA, announced the birth of the Canadian Association for Behaviour Analysis Inc. (CABA), for which he is the founder and will serve as its first president. The website will be uploaded in the next 48 hours http://www.cdnaba.org:80/ . “The primary focus will be on creating a national voice for behaviour analysis and behaviour analysts,” he said. “This includes helping to establish ethical, accountable behaviour analysis services with quality assurance in all provinces -- all regions -- from one end of Canada to the other through certification of behaviour analysts throughout Canada .”

Malcolm Stanley, executive member of the Ontario Autism Coalition (OAC) www.ontarioautismcoalition.com made a presentation on day two of the conference for which he received a standing ovation. The presentation pointed out that the ONTABA brand is based in the quality of ABA service and that there are dangers in the organization not being involved in ABA implementation strategies in Ontario . "Appropriation of the ABA concept by politicians and unqualified service providers weakens not only ONTABA but threatens the overall quality ABA service provided to all Ontario children (with autism)", said Mr. Stanley. “The OAC strongly urges ONTABA to aggressively 'police' the use of ABA-based word marks and concepts in the Ontario marketplace”, he said. The OAC is also pushing for ABA to be implemented under the guidance of ONTABA member professionals and offered a number of possible solutions such as the development of a professional college. "A key step in this process is the achievement of an agreement with the Provincial government to put in place a college for ABA professionals and ensure proper credentialing of ABA service providers," he said. "This strategic goal must be achieved by ONTABA before school programs are set up which ignore or disallow the presence of ONTABA and its members."

There was an abundant flow of energy throughout the two days. Indeed, it has been a remarkable year for autism in Ontario . There is no question that the newly formed relationship between autism advocates and ONTABA provides the critical backbone in the fight for the implementation of authentic ABA in our province. The first step in achieving this goal is for Ontario to embrace the existing international standards of board certification for those practicing ABA . However, qualifications specific to both autism and ABA expertise requires that the individuals overseeing the implementation of ABA for autism not only meet the international board certification standards, but that they also carry autism experience as outlined in the Autism SIG Guidelines for ABA Consumers http://www.behavior.org/autism/ABAAutismSIG_Gdlns_2007.pdf .

Not Traditional Chicken Pot Pie!



Tuesday nights are kinda crazy in the Chiappini house. The children stay at school until 3:30 so my youngest one can stay for "stretch and grow". After I pick them up they have a bit of time to play and get some homework done then it's onto Karate and Ice Skating. T. takes the oldest to Karate and I take the youngest to Skating. We aren't able to get back home until about 7:30 or so. Makes dinner time kind of late. We have tried to eat before but it is just too rushed. So now we are eating after. T. gets home early than us so he usually makes dinner on Tuesday. I wasn't kidding when I said it was hectic!

Last night we had a great idea. Let's finish up the gravy and part of a rotisserie chicken that we had over the weekend. I pulled out some frozen pie crust and let that thaw all day so all he had to do when he got home was to heat the chicken with the gravy and a can of potatoes (must be some old hurricane supplies, can't imagine why I would have those???!!!) and some chopped up onion. Put it in the pie shell and topped it and egg washed it and plopped it in the oven until the pie crust was done.

Wasn't that a nice fast and easy way to use up the leftovers and make a good dinner?

As Always...

Happy Entertaining!!!

Judy
www.nofearentertaining.com

UN Committee Calls for World Autism Day, April 2

The United Nations Third Committee has approved, without a vote, a resolution sponsored by Qatar, calling on the General Assembly to designate April 2 as World Autism Day. Qatar, as the primary sponsor of the resolution issued a press release which follows. It is encouraging to see autism issues being moved on to the world stage. This kind of attention should help encourage those national governments, including the Government of Canada, which are doing little or nothing to address the autism crisis in their countries. It is no surprise that Autism Speaks, with co-founders Bob and Suzanne Wright, is at the forefront once again, in raising autism awareness, with a focus on addressing the real needs of autistic children and adults. Congratulations and a note of appreciation to Qatar the nation which has been the primary sponsor for the World Autism Day resolution.




Department of Public Information • News and Media Division • New York PRESS CONFERENCE BY QATAR ON WORLD AUTISM DAY RESOLUTION

Member States should break the “barrier of shame” of people suffering from autism and raise international awareness of the importance of early diagnosis and treatment of the brain disorder, which was estimated to affect 35 million people worldwide, Nassir Abdulaziz Al-Nasser, Permanent Representative of Qatar to the United Nations, urged this afternoon during a Headquarters press conference.

“ Qatar shares the concerns of a number of countries about the high rate of autism in children in all regions of the world,” Mr. Al-Nasser said. His comments come almost a month after the General Assembly’s Third Committee (Social, Cultural and Humanitarian) approved a draft resolution, 1 November (see Press Release GA/SHC/3899), introduced by Qatar’s delegation and co-sponsored by 50 Member States, to designate 2 April as World Autism Day. Once the draft resolution is adopted by the General Assembly, as expected, the Day will be observed annually starting in 2008.

Joining the Ambassador today was Bob Wright, co-founder of Autism Speaks, a United States-based non-governmental organization that works to raise awareness of autism and fund research for its causes, prevention and treatment. “Combating autism is going to require worldwide effort. It is not politically, geographically or economically centred. It is an equal destroyer,” he said.

In the last two and a half years, Autism Speaks spent an estimated $60 million on scientific and medical research, he noted. In the United States, children diagnosed before the age of three and then properly treated had a 50 per cent chance of graduating from public school at an appropriate age level. However, many African-American and Hispanic children, and children from non-English-speaking households, were not diagnosed until age seven.

Suzanne Wright, also co-founder of Autism Speaks, said 1.5 million people had the complex brain disorder in the United States, and a new child was diagnosed with it every 20 minutes. An immediate global response was needed to address the epidemic, she urged.

During the Second Annual International Forum for Children with Special Needs held in Doha in April, Autism Speaks and Qatar’s Shaffalah Centre, which assists disabled children, announced plans to launch an Autism Speaks Programme in Qatar.

Also during the press conference, Jacqueline Aidenbaum Brandt, a mother of an autistic son, shed light on her personal experiences, including the misconception society had of the brain disorder and the concerns of parents of autistic children. She said people often mistook an autistic child for an unruly or poorly behaved one, blaming the parent instead of the disorder for the child’s behaviour. Caring for an autistic child was complex, as parents were left to grapple with whether the child would one day be independent, and how he or she would be cared for after the parents had died or were no longer able to do so.

Autism Dad Kavchak Asks Canadian Health Minister For REAL Autism Action

For several years Andrew Kavchak, parent of an autistic child/child with autism, has campaigned relentlessly for a National Autism Strategy. As the father of an autistic child Mr. Kavchak understands the need for a National effort to address Canada's autism crisis.

While movement appeared headed in that direction last year with the passage of the Andy Scott/Peter Stoffer private member's motion and the debate on Shawn Murphy's initiative, the momentum toward a National Autism Strategy has been stopped cold, as intended, by the neo-conservative ideology of the Harper government and Health Minister Tony Clement.

In his polite letter to Health Minister Clement Andrew Kavchak draws on the example of our American neighbors to try and kick start the Harper government's feeble National Autism Strategy.

Good luck Andrew. You will need it, or a change of government, to revive any prospect of a real National Autism Strategy in Canada.

......................................................

Hello Minister Clement,

Please see the information below from the US government about its latest initiative in dealing with the autism crisis.

Is there any chance that the Canadian federal government might take any similar action in recognizing the need for some federal leadership in developing a national autism strategy?

You may recall that exactly a year ago the House of Commons voted in favour of a motion that called for the creation of a National Autism Strategy. The proposed strategy had four components...three of which involved consultation and cooperation with the provinces. Under your watch, no consultation or cooperation has happened so far...at least, none that is known to the community. Perhaps the creation of such a "new interagency autism coordinating committee" could prove useful in turning the empty words of the motion into meaningful reality and provide some hope for the community?

Andrew Kavchak
Ottawa, ON
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HHS Secretary Leavitt Announces Members of the New Interagency Autism Coordinating Committee

WASHINGTON, Nov. 27 /PRNewswire-USNewswire/ -- HHS Secretary Mike
Leavitt announced today the members appointed to the Department of Health
and Human Services' new Interagency Autism Coordinating Committee. This
committee coordinates efforts within the department to combat autism
spectrum disorder through research, screening, intervention, and education.
The committee will facilitate the efficient and effective exchange of
information on autism activities among member agencies, and coordinate
autism-related programs and initiatives.

"This important committee will play a key role in coordinating autism
research, services, and education related to autism spectrum disorder,"
Secretary Leavitt said. "I'm pleased that its members bring to the
committee a wide range and great depth of expertise, including research and
program administration, advocacy and personal experience with the
condition."

Authorized under the Combating Autism Act of 2006, the Interagency
Autism Coordinating Committee advises the HHS Secretary and the Director of
the National Institutes of Health (NIH). Secretary Leavitt delegated the
authority to establish the committee to the NIH, which designated its
National Institute of Mental Health (NIMH) to lead this activity.

The committee chair is Thomas R. Insel, M.D., director of NIMH.

"The committee's first priority will be to develop a strategic plan for
autism research that can guide public and private investments to make the
greatest difference for families struggling with autism," Dr. Insel said.

HHS is active in fostering research and making the results available to
aid people with autism.

Among the activities:

NIH funding and expertise support the Autism Centers of Excellence
program, which the agency launched after the Combating Autism Act was
passed, to seek the causes of autism and new treatments for the disorder.

The Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) supports a
multi-state collaborative study to help identify factors that put children
at risk for autism spectrum disorders (ASDs) and other developmental
disabilities. The five-year study, called SEED (Study to Explore Early
Development), is currently enrolling participants.

CDC has reported findings from the first and largest summary of autism
prevalence data from multiple U.S. communities. These findings, which found
autism spectrum disorders in approximately one in 150 children in these
communities, was reported by the Autism and Development Disabilities
Monitoring Network, which was designed to provide more consistent and
reliable estimates.

Federal members of the new panel:

Duane Alexander, M.D., is director of the National Institute of Child
Health and Human Development at NIH. The Institute supports research on all
stages of human development, from preconception to adulthood, to better
understand the health of children, adults, families, and communities.

James Battey, M.D., Ph.D., is director of the National Institute on
Deafness and Other Communications Disorders at NIH. The Institute supports
biomedical and behavioral research and research training in the normal and
disordered processes of hearing, balance, smell, taste, voice, speech, and
language.

Ellen Blackwell, M.S.W., is a health insurance specialist of the
Division of Community and Institutional Services, Disabled and Elderly
Health Programs Group, Center for Medicaid and State Operations, Centers
for Medicare and Medicaid Services where she serves as an expert on
policies that affect individuals with autism spectrum disorders.

Margaret Giannini, M.D., F.A.A.P., is director of the HHS Office on
Disability. Dr. Giannini serves as advisor to the Secretary on HHS
activities relating to disabilities. She is also a member of the Institute
of Medicine of the National Academy of Sciences and fellow of the American
Academy of Pediatrics.

Gail Houle, Ph.D., is associate division director of the
Research-to-Practice Division, Early Childhood Programs, Office of Special
Education Programs, Department of Education where she oversees programs for
children with disabilities and their families funded through the Individual
with Disabilities Education Act. Her expertise focuses on services for
children with autism spectrum disorders.

Larke Huang, Ph.D., is senior advisor on children and a licensed
clinical-community psychologist who provides leadership on federal national
policy pertaining to mental health and substance use issues for children,
adolescents and families for the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services
Administration.

Thomas Insel, M.D., is director of the National Institute of Mental
Health at NIH. The Institute's mission is to reduce the burden of mental
illness and behavioral disorders through research on mind, brain, and
behavior.

Story Landis, Ph.D., is director of the National Institute of
Neurological Disorders and Stroke at NIH. The Institute's focus is directed
toward reducing the burden of neurological disease through research on the
normal and diseased nervous system.

Cindy Lawler, Ph.D., is scientific program director of the Cellular,
Organs, and Systems Pathobiology Branch, Division of Extramural Research
and Training, National Institute of Environmental Health Sciences at NIH.
The Branch plans, directs, and evaluates the Institute's grant program that
supports research and research training in environmental health.

Patricia Morrissey, Ph.D., is commissioner of the Administration on
Developmental Disabilities at the Administration for Children and Families,
which seeks to improve services to and assure that individuals with
developmental disabilities have opportunities to make their own choices,
contribute to society, have supports to live independently, and are free of
abuse, neglect, financial and sexual exploitation, and violations of their
legal and human rights.

Edwin Trevathan, M.D., M.P.H., is director of the National Center on
Birth Defects and Developmental Disabilities (NCBDDD) at CDC. NCBDDD is
focused on identifying the causes of and preventing birth defects and
developmental disabilities, helping children to develop and reach their
full potential, and promoting health and well-being among people of all
ages with disabilities. Dr. Trevathan is representing Julie Gerberding,
M.D., M.P.H., director of the CDC, on the committee.

Peter van Dyck, M.D., M.P.H., is associate administrator of Maternal
and Child Health at the Health Resources and Services Administration
(HRSA). Dr. van Dyck oversees HRSA's Maternal and Child Health Bureau,
which seeks to improve the health of mothers, children, and families,
particularly those who are poor or lack access to care.

Elias Zerhouni, M.D., is director of the National Institutes of Health.
A world renowned leader in the field of radiology and medicine, Dr.
Zerhouni has spent his career providing clinical, scientific, and
administrative leadership. He leads the nation's medical research agency
and oversees the NIH's 27 Institutes and Centers with more than 18,000
employees.

Non-federal members:

Lee Grossman is president and CEO of Autism Society of America (ASA)
and the parent of a young adult son with autism. Mr. Grossman is also the
chair of the ASA Foundation and a member of the ASA Environmental Health
Advisory Board.

Yvette Janvier, M.D., is the medical director for Children's
Specialized Hospital in New Jersey. Dr. Janvier is also a clinical
assistant professor in the Department of Pediatrics, Robert Wood Johnson
Medical School. Her specialties are autism and developmental and behavioral
pediatrics. Dr. Janvier is a fellow of the American Academy of Pediatrics.

Christine McKee, J.D., has developed and manages an in-home therapy for
her autistic child, creating and/or assembling all of the therapy related
materials. Ms. McKee participates in monthly consultations with a Board
Certified Behavior Analyst/Speech Pathologist. She applies the therapeutic
measures in her daily parenting and childcare routines.

Lyn Redwood, RN, MSN, is co-founder and president of the Coalition for
Safe Minds. Ms. Redwood is also on the board of the National Autism
Association. She became involved in autism research when her son was
diagnosed with pervasive development disorder in 1999. She is a nurse
practitioner with 25 years of experience.

Stephen Shore, Ed.D., is executive director of Autism Spectrum Disorder
Consulting. Drawing on his experiences as an individual with an autism
spectrum disorders diagnosis, Dr. Shore presents and consults
internationally on adult issues pertinent to education, relationships,
employment, advocacy, and disclosure. He also serves on the board of the
Autism Society of America, as board president of the Asperger's Association
of New England, and is on the board of directors for Unlocking Autism, the
Autism Services Association of Massachusetts, MAAP Services, The College
Internship Program, and the KEEN Foundation.

Alison Tepper Singer, MBA, is executive vice president of Autism Speaks
and is a member of the board of directors. Prior to joining Autism Speaks,
Ms. Singer spent 14 years at CNBC and NBC where she served in several
positions. She has both a daughter and an older brother with autism, giving
her long-term, personal experience with the disorder.

The following Web page provides links to additional information on the
Interagency Autism Coordinating Committee, including information about
upcoming meetings and highlights from meetings of the prior committee:
http://www.nimh.nih.gov/research-funding/scientific-meetings/recurring-meet
ings/iacc/index.shtml

NIMH's mission is to reduce the burden of mental and behavioral
disorders through research on mind, brain, and behavior. More information
is available at the NIMH Web site, http://www.nimh.nih.gov.

NIH -- The Nation's Medical Research Agency -- includes 27 Institutes
and Centers and is a component of the U.S. Department of Health and Human
Services. It is the primary federal agency for conducting and supporting
basic, clinical and translational medical research, and it investigates the
causes, treatments, and cures for both common and rare diseases. For more
information about NIH and its programs, visit http://www.nih.gov.

Zucchini Boats with Ricotta-Basil Mousse

Shilpa's Zucchini Boats with Ricotta-Basil Mousse
6 zucchini
cooking spray
1 cup fresh basil leaves (finely chopped)
1 cup (8 ounces Ricotta Cheese)
1/2 cup flat leaf parsley (finely chopped)
1/4 cup grated fresh Parmigiano-Reggiano cheese
2 tablespoons hot water
1 tablespoon fresh lemon juice
1/4 teaspoon salt
1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper

1.Preheat oven 450 degrees

2. Cut each zucchini in half lengthwise; scoop out pulp (leave 1/4 inch shell)

3. Arrange zucchini shells in single layer in a 13 x 9 inch baking dish coated with cooking spray

4. Combine basil and 7 other ingredients, stirring well with a whisk. Divide mixture evenly among shells, pressing gently.

Missing 17 Year Old Youth With Aspergers Found Safe in Manitoba

Sometimes the news is good. RCMP are reporting that a 17 year old youth with Asperger Syndrome who had gone missing without gloves or a toque has been found safe. He is receiving medical attention but is reported to be in good health.

The Golden Birthday Dessert...

So last night, I realized at about 7pm that I needed to make a tiramisu for my friend's bday today. Having been in my pjs all day, I dreaded getting dressed to go to the store. I decided to take a chance and whip up something with the ingredients on hand.

The end result? Not exactly a tiramisu, but a chocolate chai trifle! The birthday gal loved it! Michele turned a 50 years young today and she definitely deserved something extra special.Here are pics of her birthday dinner and the recipe for my Chocolate Chai Trifle I made in her honor:

Chocolate Chai Trifle:

1 box devils food cake mix
- Prepare as directed; cool.


8 egg yolks
1/2 cup sugar
1/4 half & half
- Whisk above ingredients in a heat proof bowl.
Place bowl over a saucepan of gently boiling water.
Continue whisking egg mixture over the boiling water until it lightens in color and reaches "ribbon" stage.
Remove bowl from heat and allow to cool.


2 cups heavy whipping cream
- Whip cream in stand mixer until stiff peaks form.


1 15oz container ricotta cheese
1 8oz brick cream cheese
1/2 cup sugar
- Combine above ingredients in stand mixer with paddle attachment.
- Fold in cooled egg mixture.
- Fold in whipped cream.


1/2 cup prepared chai tea
- When cake has cooled, cube cake and place a layer in the bottom of your serving or trifle bowl.
- Sprinkle 1/2 of the chai tea over the cake.
- Top cake layer with cream/cheese/egg mixture.
- Repeat with cake layer, chai tea & cream/cheese/egg mixture.
- Allow trifle to chill in fridge overnight to meld flavors.
- Before serving, sprinkle chai tea or grated chocolate over the top.

Michele's Birthday Dinner @ Broadway Cellars

A great, smooth Zinfandel to celebrate!
Dinner I ordered: Duck Lasagna
(forgive the blurry pic!)

Autism's Worst Anti-ABA Rhetoric Award 2007

The anti-ABA ideologues who lobby incessantly to keep parents from gaining access to proven effective Applied Behavior Analysis intervention for their autistic children have produced some incredible excesses over the years. Particularly noteworthy is the ludicrous claim that helping autistic children by ABA methods infringes the civil rights of autistic persons. According to the anti-ABA internet crowd helping a child make the gains reported in the recent American Academy of Pediatrics autism reports is actually a violation of the human rights of autistic persons; an imposition of the values of the Neurologically Typical on autistic children. A comment today on Ed's Autism Page is so outrageous it deserves a new award "Autism's Worst Anti-ABA Rhetoric Award, 2007".

In Behavioral Reformation the host of Ed's Autism Page actually equates behavior modification with some of the major acts of oppression and aggression committed by European and American powers in the last 400 years including the aggression against the native inhabitants of the American continents, enslavement of African people, and the violence against those accused of withcraft. Ed, an autistic adult, makes it clear that this authoritarian based behavior modification is exactly what is being used today to oppress autistic persons:

Rather than accept public responsibility, overcomers of what are considered afflictions of thought, perception, or behavior, are glorified and if the one whose behavior is seen as "abnormal" cannot be punished in a way that society will readily agree with, the force that dictates the person's behavior must be seen as either demonic, provoked by disease, or promoted by genetic defect that must be eliminated.

What is important to remember is that once a behavior can be described to the public as wrong instead of different, it can and does lead to the worst and most savage methods of the behavior modificationists. Those who modify behavior that is different in the justified name of "correcting what is wrong" go unpunished and their methods (once justified in this way) are not only accepted, they are promoted. These are the REAL wrongs that need to be researched, investigated, and fixed!

It takes a lot to beat the rhetorical excesses of those who ascribe all manner of evil to allegedly misbehaving behaviorists but the host of Ed's Autism Page seems to have pulled it off. Is it possible to talk to the host of Ed's Autism Page and suggest that using behavior modification to eliminate self aggressive behavior by an autistic child is not really oppressing the autistic child ?

How can you not love Nachos?


Here in our house Nachos are a special treat. Not too often do we allow the girls to have chips for dinner so they get really excited when the adults want Nachos. The recipe is super easy but the results are amazing. Once again we find that it is all about the toppings! The girls are able to pick what they want and we pick what we want.

Beef Nachos


Toppings:

ground beef cooked with Taco Seasoning

cheddar cheese (grated)

black olives (chopped)

onion (chopped small)

fresh jalapenos (seeds and membrane removed and chopped small)

pickled jalapenos

fresh cilantro (chopped)

tomatoes (chopped)

refried beans with a small can of green chilies added (heated on the stove)

The girls usually have cheese, beans, taco meat, and olives...


but we go all out. We call them Garbage Nachos and they are delicious. So if you are ever craving something that is really not that good for you but wonderfully flavored and nice and salty then this is your beast!

As Always...

Happy Entertaining!!!

Judy

www.nofearentertaining.com


Autism Reality - What Happens To Our Children When We Are Gone?

I may have been too quick when I mentioned the excellent Vancouver Sun feature Faces of Autism as one of the rare exceptions to the "feel good" avoid autism reality mindset of the mainstream media. In Who will care when the caregiver goes? the Toronto Star discusses the fear that haunt many parents of autistic children - what happens when we are gone? Who will care for our autistic children, where will they live, and how? Will they be happy?

CNN's Invisible Faces of Autism

Despite significant media attention being paid to autism low functioning, truly low functioning, persons with autism remain invisible. The exception to this rule is the Vancouver Sun which provided the most comprehensive presentation of persons with autism from all points of the autism spectrum with its excellent Faces of Autism series. The Vancouver Sun, Pete McMartin, columnist, and Glenn Baglo, photographer, deserve full credit for daring to portray realities of life for persons from across the full spectrum of autism disorders and their families. I say they "dared" to portray these realities because of the hostility generated by image conscious ideologues who do not want the world to know that there are autistic persons with only a limited understanding of the world, of language and of everyday realities. The caring families of the Autism Every Day video know all to well what happens when the real challenges of autism are presented truthfully to the world.

The Faces of Autism series remains one of the few competent commercial media treatments of the realities of truly low functioning autistic persons - other than news responses to horrific stories such as the middle aged autistic woman with no communication skills who was physically assaulted, repeatedly, by staff at a Long Island residential care facility until one staffer, assisted by videotape footage of the assaults, reported them and criminal charges responded. Another incident which elicited media attention to the realities of lower functioning autism is that of the Toronto woman who was allowed to starve to death while in the care of her adoptive sister.

Generally though the lower functioning autistic persons are not featured on the major media networks, news magazines or newspapers. After all, news today is also entertainment and it is easier to sell feel good stories than address hard realities. Anderson Cooper distinguished himself during Katrina by speaking truth to power, by pointing out, when politicians were busy patting themselves on the back, that people were dieing all around them, on the streets and rooftops of New Orleans. But when it comes time to examine the lives of autistic persons Mr. Cooper and the good Dr. Gupta do not visit the invisible autistics, those who do not attend "autism conferences", write internet essays and make videos for world consumption.

In CNN world, in Oprah world, in the world of the mass media generally, much good is done by highlighting autism and raising autism awareness. Unfortunately, for the largest media organizations, the realities of life for truly low functioning autistic persons are ignored. Mr. Cooper and Dr. Gupta do not see or visit the truly low functioning autistic persons who hurt themselves, who lack understanding of language or everyday dangers of life. For CNN and the big media organizations the faces of truly low functioning autistic persons do not show up on their cameras and our television screens, they remain invisible to CNN - and to the world.

Ο Στέλιος ο φονιάς


Ο ΣΤΕΛΙΟΣ Ο ΦΟΝΙΑΣ

Ο Στέλιος ήταν ο πρωτότοκος γιος μιας μεσοαστικής οικογένειας που μεγάλωσε και με την συμβολή της δικής μου μάνας. Παιδαγωγός οίκοι επί το λαϊκότερο babysitter είχε αναθρέψει άλλα επτά παιδιά με φρόνηση και μαεστρία εκτός από τους δύο κανακάρηδες της. Η μάνα του Στέλιου όπως και ο πατέρας τους ήταν ήρωες της Εθνικής Αντίστασης, έρωτας στα πέτρινα χρόνια του 1944, μάλιστα η μάνα 17χρονο τότε κοριτσάκι στη μάχη με τους Άγγλους στα Εξάρχεια πρώτη στο πολυβόλο είχε στερηθεί το δεξί της πόδι από το μηρό, έκτοτε. Ο κυρ Άγγελος άλκιμος Επονίτης επιδέξιος και εύστροφος καθοδηγητής αναγνωρισμένος έντιμος αγωνιστής από αντιπάλους του Πεανίτες της γειτονιάς του, οδήγησε μεταπολεμικά την οικογένεια στο δρόμο της ευμάρειας και της οικογενειακής γαλήνης σαν άψογος τιμονιέρης μέσα από τα δύσκολα μετεμφυλιοπολεμικά χρόνια. Βιοτεχνία και μετά εργοστάσιο μικροεπίπλων με χρεία και μοντέρνο στυλ, η μάνα άψογη γλωσσομαθής επτά ξένων γλωσσών εξελίχθηκε γρήγορα κοντά σε μεγάλο εφοπλιστή στηρίζοντας τον αγώνα του γιά συσσώρευση κεφαλαίου. Διώξεις, στερήσεις και ηττοπάθεια δεν ήταν το μέλλον των δύο δικό τους παιδιών του Στέλιου και του Αλέξη. Όνειρα απατηλά στηριγμένα στο χρήμα τις απολαύσεις την εύκολη προσπάθεια. Άσε που τους έκαναν όλα τα χατίρια. Πρώτοι αυτοί ανακάλυψαν τις χαρές του Παρνασσού, οι μουσικές διαδρομές της αμφισβήτησης του ροκ στη δεκαετία του 70 λειτούργησαν διαφορετικά στα δύο παλικάρια. Ο Στέλιος με τον αέρα των γονικών επιτυχιών έθρεψε νιάτα, εκμαυλισμό και φούμαρα, ο μικρός δρασκέλισε τη μαθηματική γνώση για να καταλήξει στη δημιουργική αναπαραγωγή ήχων μουσικών επαγγελματικά. Έγινε και είναι ο Αλέξης αυθεντία στο είδος του και το κυριότερο στηριζόμενος στις δυνάμεις του, όταν άρχισε ο μεγάλος το καταστροφικό του έργο πήρε δρόμο 540 χιλιόμετρα μακριά και έχτισε το δικό του όνειρο. Δεν είχε ποτέ τίποτα δεδομένο από τα δώρα των γονιών που βύζαξαν τη νιότη τους.
Όταν με υπερβάλλουσα εμπιστοσύνη η οικογενειακή επιχείρηση πέρασε στα χέρια του πρωτότοκου, γρήγορα διαπιστώθηκαν οι κλυδωνισμοί. Η παραγωγή απαρχαιωμένη, τα κόστη και τα χρέη υψηλά η επέκταση των πωλήσεων ανελαστική. Στους πρώτους οκτώ που σφράγισε το μαγαζί για χρέη η εφορία. Η ανάγκη των φίλων χωρίς επιλογή και ο φόβος απόρριψης από αυτούς εύκολα οδηγεί τον νέο στη χρήση εξαρτησιογόνων ουσιών ή άλλων εξαρτητικών συμπεριφορών. Η δυσκολία συμβίωσης και διαχείρισης συναισθημάτων (λύπη, θυμός, εκτίμηση γονέων και αδελφού) εύκολα οδήγησαν το Στέλιο από την «απόλαυση» των μαλακών ουσιών στη κατάχρηση σκληρών ναρκωτικών. Μέσα σε λίγα χρόνια έγιναν μπουχός το εξοχικό στη Λούτσα, το εργοστάσιο στο Μενίδι και τέλος το διώροφο προσφυγικό στη Μεταμόρφωση. Τότε οι κουρασμένοι γονείς κατάλαβαν ότι τα ταξίδια, τα ντράμς και οι εκταμιεύσεις για μηχανήματα ήταν καλοστημένα ψέματα από ένα άρρωστο νέο που έκανε τα πάντα για τη δόση του. Περιμάζεψαν ότι χρέη μπορούσαν η άνετη ζωή έγινε πια διαλοσκορπίσματα. Ο Στέλιος ξενυχτούσε, φθειρόταν ψυχικά και σωματικά έχασε κάθε ενδιαφέρον για χόμπι ή επιχειρηματική δραστηριότητα, κράτησε επιφανειακά μια λανθασμένη αυτοεκτίμηση που δεν στηριζόταν σε στέρεα βάση. Μπορώ να το ελέγξω ότι ώρα θέλω, ψάρωνε τους γονιούς του, την ίδια ώρα που έκλεινε τα κρυφά ραντεβουδάκια για την ημερήσια «άσπρη». Ανήμποροι σωματικά οι γονείς είχαν να πολεμήσουν τον μεγαλύτερο κίνδυνο μέσα στο κυνήγι του κέρδους της εποχής, την απώλεια ότι πολυτιμότερου είχαν ένα ζωντανό νεκρό απόγονο δίπλα τους και έναν βίαια εξοστρακισμένο αδελφό απόμακρο και αδικημένο... Εκείνος νοιώθοντας την καταστροφική δύναμη του αδελφικού χεριού κυνικά απομακρύνθηκε, είχε ζημιώσει και είχε νοιώσει την απώλεια, δύσκολα κουμαντάρεις το παράλογο.
Ήμουν ακόμα στον Ευαγγελισμό όταν μου τηλεφώνησε η κυρά Ελένη. Ηταν πάντα φίλη με τη μάνα μου και είχε το θάρρος να μου ζητήσει να την δώ εκεί χαμηλά στη Σόλωνος, που σε μια τρύπα με φωτοτυπικά μηχανήματα, δούλευαν δύο ανασφάλιστοι ηλικιωμένοι πρώην ήρωες Εθνικής Αντίστασης για να τσοντάρουν και τη δόση του Στέλιου. Εκείνο το διάστημα ο Στέλιος είχε κατρακυλήσει με 3,5 χρόνια για εμπορία φυλάκιση στον Άγιο Στέφανο Πατρών. Οσα «σχολειά» δεν έβγαλε στα νιάτα του, τα φοιτούσε ανελλιπώς τώρα. Την βρήκα στη γνώριμη θέση στον υπολογιστή να μεταφράζει από Ρώσικα και να γράφει στο Volks Writter 4, το θυμάται κανείς;;. Πονάω εδώ και έδειξε την κοιλιά 4 ημέρες. «Δεν τρώγει τίποτα και κάνει εμετούς» συμπλήρωσε ο κυρ Άγγελος και μένα με ζώσανε τα φίδια. Ζήτησα να ξαπλώσει κάπου και σε μιά υποτυπώδη σοφίτα με τα χίλια ζόρια γκώνιασε σε ένα ράντζο χειρότερο από αυτά των εφημεριών. Ένα χέρι έβαλα και χωρίς να την ταλαιπωρήσω είχα ψυλλιαστεί την οξεία κοιλία.
---Κλείστο και πάμε γρήγορα κοντά είναι ο Ευαγγελισμός ξεροκάταπια, σκεφτόμουν πόσο αργά είναι, η ρήξη ήταν σίγουρη, η κοιλιά πέτρα από την σύσπαση. Ξανακουλουριάστηκε επιδέξια με ακατανόητο για μένα τρόπο μπροστά στον υπολογιστή
--Να τελειώσω τη μετάφραση πρώτα και μετά έρχομαι, πήγαινε εσύ και περίμενε σε δύο ώρες θα είμαι εκεί πρόσταξε χωρίς να μπορώ ούτε να θαυμάσω, ούτε να διαμαρτυρηθώ, βλέπεις ήξερα όλα τα οικογενειακά καθέκαστα, την αυτοτιμωρία της έπρεπε να την καταλάβω.
Την χειρουργήσαμε το ίδιο απόγευμα, ρήξη σκωληκοειδούς από 4ημέρου και πλαστρόν, στη βδομάδα πάλι ήταν στο πόστο της στη Σόλωνος χαμηλά, περιζήτητη μεταφράστρια. Μερικά πράγματα επισκευάζονται και μερικά όχι. Πριν κοιμηθεί στη νάρκωση μου έπιασε το χέρι και μου ζήτησε να μιλήσω για το Στέλιο με τον Άγγελο.
Οταν μετεγχειρητικά ηρεμήσαμε τον ξεμονάχιασα, ο Στέλιος από τη φυλακή του Άγιου Στεφάνου είχε ζητήσει να γίνει βαποράκι άσπρης στη φυλακή, τούχε κάνει και σχέδιο. Ο ψηλός αγέρωχος Επονίτης και μετέπειτα επιχειρηματίας είχε λυγίσει ζήταγε τη δικιά μου γνώμη, μόλις τούχα δώσει πίσω τη συντρόφισσα της ζωής του.
Κοίτα με στα μάτια, το εκμεταλλεύτηκα. Ήξερες κάποτε από παρανομία αλλά σε αυτό το παιγνίδι οι φύλακες είναι γάτες, λίγο να παίξει το μάτι σου και προδόθηκες δεν είσαι εσύ για τέτοια κόλπα. Θα σε μπουζουριάσουν γιατί κάποιον πρέπει να πιάνουν πότε πότε. Κάτσε φρόνημα από έξω φρόντιζε για δικηγόρο, για καμμιά μπριζόλα άντε και τη γκόμενα σύμφωνα με τις παραγγελίες του, όχι αυτό θα προδοθείς αμέσως. Με άκουσε και έκατσε στα αυγά του, όταν ένα σύστημα σε ξεφτιλίζει ξεχνάς και που είναι ο πάτος.
Ο Στέλιος βγήκε από τη φυλακή σαν μαραμένο μύδι, οι ουσίες στο άρρωστο πετσί του. Οι γονείς μετά τις περιπέτειες υγείας τους, τους πήρε Θεσσαλονίκη ο Αλέξης οι δουλειές πήγαιναν καλά, να ανασάνουν λίγο γλυκό ψωμί μακριά από τον πρωτότοκο. Του άφησαν το πεδίο ελεύθερο και τού έστελναν ένα νοίκι, φοβάμαι και περισσότερα από πάνου. Είχα τις ορμήνιες του Αλέξη για τον αδελφό του, είναι δύναμη καταστροφής μην τον αφήσεις να σε πλησιάσει, με έχει κάνει ρεντίκολο στο χώρο μου πλειστάκις. Βαρειά κουβέντα να ξεστομίσει τέτοιο πράγμα αδελφός και μα την ευχή είχε τα δίκια του. Την πρωτοβουλία επαφής μαζί μου , την είχε πάντα αυτός. Οταν ακούς από νέους ανθρώπους αυτά τα «ξενέρωτα» είμαι ερωτευμένος με την ώρα που ο προμηθευτής μου ανοίγει το κινητό για να τον ...ενοχλήσουμε, ειλικρινά δαγκώνομαι να μην μπατσίσω ένα πληγωμένο αγρίμι, έναν άρρωστο νέο διαλυμένη ψυχοπαθητική προσωπικότητα από τη χρήση τοξικών δρογών ουσιών.
Η επίσκεψη εκείνο το Σεπτέμβρη από το Στέλιο στο ιατρείο ήταν καθαρά ιατρική. Που αλλού θα τον κοιτάζανε με εμπιστοσύνη και άνευ οικονομικών «επιπλοκών»; Μου δήλωσε από τετραμήνου καθαρός, δεν το πολυπίστεψα αλλά το κυριώτερο ερωτευμένος. Ερωτευμένος με την ζωή και αποφασισμένος να φέρει τούμπα την έως τότε ζωή του. Υπήρχε βέβαια και το σεξουαλικό αντικείμενο του πόθου, αχ γυναίκα που όλα είναι μπορετά στα πόδια σου στημένα.! Μου έδειξε ένα κέρατο στην έξω πλάγια επιφάνεια του δεξιού γόνατου που δεν σήκωνε αμφισβήτηση. Μήκος 3,5 εκατοστά απορούσες πως τα δύο χρόνια που μεγάλωνε χωρούσε στο μπατζάκι του παντελονιού του. Το βγάλαμε επί τόπου με τοπική και του έδωσα οδηγίες για γρήγορη βιοψία. Ηταν αυτό που φοβόμουν η αρρώστια του μέλλοντος και της επίδρασης της υπεριώδους ακτινοβολίας, κακόηθες μελάνωμα, προχωρημένο στάδιο. Πέρα από τα μετεγχειρητικά τον παρέπεμψα σε ένα από τα δύο κέντρα της χώρας επί αυτών των όγκων με την σύμφωνη γνώμη του, στο Μεταξά Πειραιά. Ο Στέλιος με τις πολλές ερωτήσεις καχυποψίας είχε αφεθεί στις τελείως απαραίτητες επεξηγήσεις μου. Ακολουθούσε της οδηγίες με διάθεση να αντέξει, να συνεργαστεί και με σαφείς οδηγίες να μην επιβαρύνει περαιτέρω την ασθενή του κράση. Μπήκε γρήγορα σε πρόγραμμα χημειοθεραπείας και το πρόβλημά του ήταν η κακή κατάσταση των αγγειακών στελεχών από τα παλιότερα αμαρτήματα της χρήσης ναρκωτικών. Το πνεύμα αισιοδοξίας θεώρησης της ζωής και εμπιστοσύνης στους γιατρούς του ήταν μια ευχάριστη έκπληξη για μένα απέναντι σε αυτό το πληγωμένο αγρίμι πούχε χαλάσει πολλά απο τα όνειρα της νιότης του. Εν τω μεταξύ από μια πηκτολογική διαταραχή μετά τυπική λαπαροσκοπική χολοκυστεκτομή χάνεται στη Θεσσαλονίκη η αντάρτισσα μάνα. Υποπτεύθηκα ότι τον ιό της ηπατίτιδα η μητέρα τον είχε τσιμπήσει από την συμβίωση με το Στέλιο στο νοίκι στο λούμπεν διαμέρισμα εν μέσω ναρκωτικών οραμάτων του κανακάρη αλλά οι υποψίες μου με έκαναν πολύ επιφυλακτικό στην επαφή αδύναμο να κοινοποιήσω τέτοιες υποψίες σε κανένα, ήταν η ψυχική φθορά ανείπωτη για το πέτρινο ζευγάρι των ηλικιωμένων πιά ,παλαιών αγωνιστών της μάχης των Αθηνών του Δεκέμβρη του 1944.
Στα τερτίπια της μοίρας προστέθηκε το Γενάρη του επόμενου χρόνου η επανασύλληψη του Στέλιου από ένα παλιό του γνώριμο ένα ασφαλίτη που τον είδε στο δρόμο και μετά «φιλική» επίσκεψη στο νέο του κατάλυμα του βρήκε συσκευή μέτρησης ακριβείας χωρίς ίχνος ναρκωτικών. Κάθε Άθλιος κουβαλάει μέσα του έναν Ιαβέρη και βρέθηκε ο Στέλιος να μου εκπέμπει SOS από τις φυλακές Κορυδαλλού μεταξύ τέταρτου προς πέμπτο κύκλο χημειοθεραπείας. Θα δικαζόταν άμεσα και ποιός άλλος μπορούσε να ξέρει όλο το ιστορικό και την αλήθεια;; Εκείνη την περίοδο άκουγα δικαστήρια και έβγαζα μπιμπίκια, αντικείμενο ίσως βιβλίου ολόκληρου, ο Στέλιος όμως μόνος με διακριτική υποστήριξη του αδελφού από μακριά στα βασικά, μακριά και αγαπημένα. Δικαζόταν τέλη Γενάρη σε αίθουσα του Εφετείου και με έωλο κατηγορητήριο. Πάλεψα πολύ μέσα μου, με την αδιαφορία αλλά πρυτάνεψε το καθήκον ,πίστευα και πιστεύω στην δικαιοσύνη έπρεπε να πάω να τους ξεστραβώσω. Αν έκανα λάθος θα φαινόταν από την ακροαματική διαδικασία.
Εντύπωση μου έκανε η λιπόσαρκή δικηγόρος του, που φαινόταν να έχει αποκοπή υπεράσπισης όλους τους ναρκομανείς της χώρας, το όνειρό της ήταν η αναβολή εγώ ήθελα να ξεμπερδεύω, μη τυχόν χάσω και άλλη μέρα . Ολοι όσοι δικαζόντουσαν εκείνη τη μέρα για διακίνηση ναρκωτικών ήταν εξιλαστήρια θύματα, μαζεμένα χαμίνια του Πειραιά, Νιγηριανοί εξωφυλαρούχοι και παστρικές του Μεταξουργείου άτομα που σίγουρα δεν είχαν παρκάρει τη Μερσεντές στα γύρω πάρκιγκ ούτε το κότερο διακίνησης στην μαρίνα. Μέχρι εκεί έφτανε η τσιμπίδα του νόμου, η βιομηχανία δικαιοσύνης μοίραζε δεκαετίες ειρκτής φυλάκισης. Το σκηνικό θύμιζε μια κοινωνία γατί που προσπαθούσε κάπου στο τσιμέντο να κουκουλώσει τις «ακαθαρσίες» της. Ματαιοπονίες.
Άκουσα τις οδηγίες της αμήχανα, έλεγε άσχετα του στυλ λυπηθείτε με ορφάνεψα επειδή σκότωσα τη μάνα μου, ήταν προφανές ότι δεν είχε συνεννοηθεί ούτε με τον «πελάτη της». Έκοψα τον ξερακιανό εξηντάρη Εφέτη πίσω από το ξύγκικο ύφος διέκρινες τουλάχιστον ότι άκουγε, πόσες ιστορίες θάχει να μαρτυρήσει ο άνθρωπος συλλογίστηκα.. Είχα αποφασίσει να πώ την δική μου αλήθεια, αυτά που ήξερα για το Στέλιο επί της ουσίας. Ο ασφαλίτης είπε το ποίημα του αναφέρθηκε στο «βαρύ ποινικό μητρώο» και οτι δεν του βρήκε ίχνος ναρκωτικών σε εκείνη τη φάση. Παρόλα αυτά λόγω του ζυγού ακριβείας είχε μπουζουριάσει ακόμα και την γκόμενα του Στέλιου που δικαζόταν αντάμα. Δικαζόντουσαν για έμποροι ναρκωτικών και αυτοί δεν είχαν ψωμί να φάνε, ο Στέλιος είχε μείνει ένα κουβαράκι καμπουριαστό στο ειδικό εδώλιο πάνω αριστερά στην αίθουσα εκεί που σε φυλάνε τέσσερις, μακριά από τα έδρανα του ακροατηρίου, έτσι μπορούσα να μιλάω στο Πρόεδρο ποντάροντας ότι δεν θα άκουγε τα δικά μου τα μελλούμενα. Ένοιωθα τον κύκλο του παραλόγου της κοινωνίας μας να κλείνει εκεί μέσα, όλοι οι άλλοι είχαν καταδικαστεί και με βαρειές ποινές. Έπρεπε από την αρχή να τραβήξω την προσοχή του, ήμουν ο μόνος μάρτυρας «υπεράσπισης»
--Κύριε Πρόεδρε με αυτόν που δικάζετε με συνδέει οικογενειακή σχέση, έχει μεγαλώσει και με τη βοήθεια της μητέρας μου, δεν ξέρω τα στοιχεία της νυν κατηγόριας δεν ξέρω αν θα τον καταδικάσετε , ξέρω όμως ότι από τα πράγματα εγώ τον έχω καταδικάσει και τούδειξα τρία χαρτιά πουχα έτοιμα να τα καταθέσω.
--- Γιατί ήρθες τότε ταρακουνήθηκε από τη ρουτίνα με ενδιαφέρον ο Εφέτης..
--- Συνέχισα χαμηλώνοντας τη φωνή. Εδώ έχω το χαρτί της βιοψίας και της σταδιοποίησης, εδώ το πιστοποιητικό παρακολούθησης και χημειοθεραπείας από το ειδικό κέντρο και εδώ σας έχω διεθνή βιβλιογραφία που ορίζει επιβίωση έτους 18%, δηλ. Θνητότητα κε πρόεδρε 82%, εγώ σας μεταφέρω ότι η πάθηση του είναι σκέτη καταδίκη σε θάνατο................μιλάω σιγά γιατί ο ασθενής δηλ ο κατηγορούμενος δεν ξέρει όλη την αλήθεια. Ο Εφέτης ανασηκώθηκε όταν τον πλησίαζα να του δώσω τα χαρτιά ,με ενδιαφέρον πρόσεξε στις δυο τρείς φωσφορίζουσες επαγγελματικά υπογραμμισμένες κύριες επισημάνσεις μου στα χαρτιά. Οι παρακάτω αγορεύσεις δεν είχαν νόημα, πρόσεξα τους δικαστές να γυρίζουν ξαφνικά και να ρίχνουν κάποιες ματιές στον κρατούμενο Στέλιο σε δέκα λεπτά αθωώθηκε παμψηφεί, τους είχε βέβαια εξηγήσει ότι σαν παλιός πρώην τοξικομανής είχε την πρόνοια να προπαρασκευάζει μόνος του τη δόση του με τη ζυγαριά για να αποφεύγει ...υπερδοσολογίες. Εμένα μου έκανε εντύπωση που μίλαγε για αυτά θαρρείς και μίλαγε για προετοιμασία πρωινού.
Με ευχαρίστησε υποσχόμενος να συνεχίσει τη χημειοθεραπεία και χωρίς να μπερδευτεί με άλλες ουσίες. Ήδη με τη σύλληψη οι συνουσίες του Στέλιου δεν πήγαιναν καλά, στο εδώλιο επιβεβαιώθηκε και ο χωρισμός οπότε ήταν αθώος και μόνος. Τραγικά μόνος. Του είχα σταθεί αναπάντεχα «σωστά» τη δύσκολή του ώρα. Η δικηγορίνα του που δεν μου γέμιζε το μάτι πάω στοίχημα πως δεν έχει κερδίσει άλλη δίκη στη καριέρα της.
Ο Στέλιος έσκισε όλα τα ιατρικά πρωτόκολλα και προγνώσεις. Έζησε άλλα τρία χρόνια και αυτό για την πάθηση του ήταν κατόρθωμα. Ηταν βλέπεις βουλωμένα από θρομβοφλεβίτιδες τα μηριαία του άμφω, αποτρέποντας την γρήγορη επέκταση της νόσου. Πρώτη φορά βλέπω τη χρήση ηρωίνης να «χαρίζει» 3 χρόνια ζωής, είναι από τα απίθανα που μόνο στα ανθρώπινα και βιολογικά μας μέτρα μπορούμε επιστημονικά να εξηγήσουμε. Ο κυρ Άγγελος έφυγε ορθός στο ενδιάμεσο στην Θεσσαλονίκη. Μονολογούσε συχνά την κουβέντα του Άρθουρ Μίλερ: «Ηταν όλα τους παιδιά μου» Ο Αλέξης μίσεψε σε διπλανή πιό πολιτισμένη χώρα, έρχεται περιστασιακά όταν τον φωνάζουν μεγάλοι καλλιτέχνες να εκμεταλλευτούν την εμπειρία και τις δεξιότητές του. Σε όλους σκότωσε κάτι μέσα μας ο Στέλιος, την αθωότητα.

25-4-2007.

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Daring Bakers November 2007 Challenge - Tender Potato Bread

When I first started this blog back in August I really had no idea which direction it was that I wanted to go with it. I figured (as I do with the rest of my life) "that it would work itself out" As usual I was right. This blog has made me a more creative and out of the box cook and baker than I ever thought I would be! One of the things that I find so wonderful is the amount of people out there blogging about food! And then came my discovery of the challenges!!! I love food challenges...anything that takes me out of my comfort zone and I can get my hands into and please people's tummies ! But I kept seeing a badge on the people's sites that I really admired and did a bit of research found out hat it was all about and then I had to find a way to become a part of this!!! The badge was the Daring Bakers'.




Anyway, this month I performed my first challenge. I was so excited. It was hosted this month by Tanna from My Kitchen in Half Cups. But what a crazy month. We had so much going on here...but somehow I found time to do it (sort of). Mine turned out so not picture perfect but my plan was to try it again but alas I ran out of month!!! Before I knew it Thanksgiving was here. We have 2 Thanksgiving...one at the girl's school which we had to cook for and one here for at our house for 16!




My bread turned out okay. I wish I could say great. The flavor of it was amazing...but mine was much heavier than it should have been...could it have something to do with 85 degree heat and 80% humidity? I don't know, but I would love to try this again with the conditions and timing better!




The day I choose to make it I had allotted the whole day to do it and thought I was doing good. The timing was right on schedule and everything would have been perfect except I forgot that the girls had a skating lesson and I had to go and pick them up early to get them to that. I called my husband and told him that he had to come home right away. Thinking it was an emergency he raced on home only to find that I needed him to babysit my bread that was baking in the oven!!! He was soooo not happy with me. I had also broken my baking stone a month or so ago and had not yet replaced it so I had to make this in a loaf pan. I think it would be much better without. But all in all I think, under the circumstances, the bread was great.




Would I do it again? I would love to have the time to devote to this so I think that I will put it on my list of things to try making again. I adore making bread. It is one of my favorite things to do: the feel of the dough, the texture as you knead it into what you want it to be...the most therapeutic thing I can do for myself! I bake bread for my girls all of the time (usually not such a complex recipe). We eat no store bought bread so I would consider myself to be experienced with bread but not as experienced as I would have liked to have been for this challenge!.




Tender Potato Bread




From Home Baking: The Artful Mix of Flour & Tradition Around the World


Jeffrey Alford and Naomi Duguid(also wrote Hot Sour Salty Sweet)




Makes 1 large tender-crumbed pan loaf and something more; one 10X15 inch crusty yet tender foccacia, 12 soft dinner rolls, or a small pan loaf




Potatoes and potato water give this bread wonderful flavor and texture. The dough is very soft and moist and might feel a little scary if you’ve never handled soft dough before. But don’t worry: Leaving it on parchment or wax paper to proof and to bake makes it easy to handle.Once baked, the crumb is tender and airy, with ting soft pieces of potato in it and a fine flecking of whole wheat. The loaves have a fabulous crisp texture on the outside and a slightly flat-topped shape. They make great toast and tender yet strong sliced bread for sandwiches. The dinner rolls are soft and inviting, and the focaccia is memorable.I have chosen this recipe because it gives directions for different ways of shaping the dough and provides oven times and temperatures for those variations.




4 medium to large floury (baking) potatoes, peeled and cut into chunks variety of potatoes you might want to use would include Idaho, Russet & Yukon gold. For the beginner I suggest no more than 8 ounces of potato; for the more advanced no more than 16 ounces.




4 cups water (See Note)




1 tablespoon plus 1 teaspoon salt




2 teaspoons active dry yeast




6 ½ cups to 8 ½ cups unbleached all-purpose flour




1 tablespoon unsalted butter, softened




1 cup whole wheat flour




Conversion Chart for yeast:
Fresh yeast 1 oz/ 1 tablespoon = active dry yeast 0.4 oz/ 1.25 teaspoon = 0.33 oz / 1 teaspoon
reference: Crust & Crumb by Peter Reinhart






4 cups water = 950 ml to cook potatoes in
from that 4 cups potato water you will need to reserve
3 cups potato water = 750 ml for mixing into the dough



6 1/2 cups to 8 1/2 cups unbleached all purpose flour = 1 kg to 1350 g
1 cup whole wheat flour = 130 g




Thank you to Linda of Make Life Sweeter for providing these measurements!




A very graphic picture of why I love metric now! I didn't really do the math but I don't think any 2 cups weighted the same thing.




The other thing to take note of is: whole wheat is heavier than AP.




King Arthur Artisan Organic All-Purpose Flour is fairly new in the markets in the US now and is advertised to be best for making European-style hearth breads with a protein level of 11.3%




Topping For Loaves and Rolls: melted butter (optional)For Foccacia: olive oil, coarse salt, and rosemary leaves (optional; also see variation)




Put the potatoes and 4 cups water in a sauce pan and bring to boil. Add 1 teaspoon salt and cook, half covered, until the potatoes are very tender.


Drain the potatoes, SAVE THE POTATO WATER, and mash the potatoes well. I have a food mill I will run my potatoes through to mash them.




Measure out 3 cups of the reserved potato water (add extra water if needed to make 3 cups).




Place the water and mashed potatoes in the bowl you plan to mix the bread in – directions will be for by hand. Let cool to lukewarm – stir well before testing the temperature – it should feel barely warm to your hand. You should be able to submerge you hand in the mix and not be uncomfortable.




Allowed to add yeast one of two ways:




Mix & stir yeast into cooled water and mashed potatoes & water and let stand 5 minutes.
Then mix in 2 cups of all-purpose flour and mix. Allow to rest several minutes.



OR Add yeast to 2 cups all-purpose flour and whisk. Add yeast and flour to the cooled mashed potatoes & water and mix well. Allow to rest/sit 5 minutes.




Sprinkle on the remaining 1 tablespoon salt and the softened butter; mix well.




Add the 1 cup whole wheat flour, stir briefly.




Add 2 cups of the unbleached all-purpose flour and stir until all the flour has been incorporated.




At this point you have used 4 cups of the possible 8 ½ cups suggested by the recipe.




Turn the dough out onto a generously floured surface and knead for about 10 minutes, incorporating flour as needed to prevent sticking. The dough will be very sticky to begin with, but as it takes up more flour from the kneading surface, it will become easier to handle; use a dough scraper to keep your surface clean. The kneaded dough will still be very soft.As a beginner, you may be tempted to add more flour than needed. Most/many bread recipes give a range of flour needed. This is going to be a soft dough.




At this point, add flour to the counter slowly, say a ¼ cup at a time. Do not feel you must use all of the suggested flour. When the dough is soft and smooth and not too sticky, it’s probably ready.




Place the dough in a large clean bowl or your rising container of choice, cover with plastic wrap or lid, and let rise about 2 hours or until doubled in volume.




Turn the dough out onto a well-floured surface and knead gently several minutes. It will be moist and a little sticky.




It is at this point you are requested to Unleash the Daring Baker within. The following is as the recipe is written. You are now free to follow as written or push it to a new level.




Divide the dough into 2 unequal pieces in a proportion of one-third and two-thirds (one will be twice as large as the other).




Place the smaller piece to one side and cover loosely.




To shape the large loaf:




Butter a 9X5 inch loaf/bread pan.




Flatten the larger piece of dough on the floured surface to an approximate 12 x 8 inch oval, then roll it up from a narrow end to form a loaf. Pinch the seam closed and gently place seam side down in the buttered pan. The dough should come about three-quarters of the way up the sides of the pan. Cover with plastic wrap and let rise for 35 to 45 minutes, until puffy and almost doubled in volume.




To make a small loaf with the remainder:




Butter an 8 x 4 inch bread pan. Shape and proof the loaf the same way as the large loaf.




To make rolls:




Butter a 13 x 9 inch sheet cake pan or a shallow cake pan. Cut the dough into 12 equal pieces. Shape each into a ball under the palm of your floured hand and place on the baking sheet, leaving 1/2 inch between the balls. Cover with plastic wrap and let rise for about 35 minutes, until puffy and almost doubled.




To make focaccia:




Flatten out the dough to a rectangle about 10 x 15 inches with your palms and fingertips. Tear off a piece of parchment paper or wax paper a little longer than the dough and dust it generously with flour. Transfer the focaccia to the paper. Brush the top of the dough generously with olive oil, sprinkle on a little coarse sea salt, as well as some rosemary leaves, if you wish and then finally dimple all over with your fingertips. Cover with plastic and let rise for 20 minutes.




Place a baking stone or unglazed quarry tiles, if you have them, if not use a baking/sheet (no edge – you want to be able to slide the shaped dough on the parchment paper onto the stone or baking sheet and an edge complicates things). Place the stone or cookie sheet on a rack in the center of the oven and preheat to 450°F/230°C.




Bake the flat-bread before you bake the loaf; bake the rolls at the same time as the loaf.If making foccacia, just before baking, dimple the bread all over again with your fingertips. Leaving it on the paper, transfer to the hot baking stone, tiles or baking sheet. Bake until golden, about 10 minutes. Transfer to a rack (remove paper) and let cool at least 10 minutes before serving.




Dust risen loaves and rolls with a little all-purpose flour or lightly brush the tops with a little melted butter or olive oil (the butter will give a golden/browned crust). Slash loaves crosswise two or three times with a razor blade or very sharp knife and immediately place on the stone, tiles or baking sheet in the oven. Place the rolls next to the loaf in the oven.




Bake rolls until golden, about 30 minutes.




Bake the small loaf for about 40 minutes.Bake the large loaf for about 50 minutes.




Transfer the rolls to a rack when done to cool. When the loaf or loaves have baked for the specified time, remove from the pans and place back on the stone, tiles or baking sheet for another 5 to 10 minutes. The corners should be firm when pinched and the bread should sound hollow when tapped on the bottom.




Let breads cool on a rack for at least 30 minutes before slicing. Rolls can be served warm or at room temperature.Anchovy-Onion Focaccia




Instead of oil, salt and rosemary, the focaccia can be topped with onions slow-cooked in olive oil or bacon fat, a scattering of chopped anchovy fillets, and flat-leafed parsley leaves.




Alternate fillings, seasons, shapes are up to you.




You must follow the recipe as written until you get to shaping the bread.




Allowed Modifications for Unleashing Your Daring Baker:




This bread must be savory and not sweet.




Please Knead by hand.




No biga, sponge or starter.




You may shape this dough anyway you would like.You may make this as a loaf, as rolls, as focaccia. You can braid it, twist it whatever.You may season this bread in any way you see fit: maybe it becomes your turkey stuffing. Maybe you season some sandwich bread for great turkey sandwiches.You can fill it if you think that will work for you. Think calzone or anything with a savory filling.




Again however it must be savory and not sweet.




Recipe ingredient exception allowed only if allergy or an ingredient not available or cost prohibitive in your region.




No Pictures: I give you the recipe. I cannot give you a photo or drawing of the recipe because that part is yours. That being said there are lots of pictures of other bread recipes that will provide great ideas for you if you decide to unleash that aspect of this recipe.




Here are my results:






These are pictures of the large loaf. I cannot find the pictures of the Foccacia that I made. I am thinking maybe some little hands have been playing with my camera!!!




In Closing:



We ended up using this bread for the stuffing for the turkey that we made for the school. It was amazing. Everyone was asking what the secret to such moist, rich stuffing was! The flavor it had was incredible.





I would make this again but only when I had all the time in the world to myself. Maybe if hubby and the kids were gone for the weekend! Definitely worth the effort.





Great challenge Tanna!!!





As Always...





Happy Entertaining!!!





Judy



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